i am not thinking
i am still not thinking
this isn't fair
this is stupid
ugh
noooo
stop
i hold my head
i laugh hysterically
cant stop
seriously
i laugh again
stopp
dont type anything
i pull myself away from the keyboard
i dont remember what im doing
again this is not fair
i shake my head in disgust
nevermind
im done

Karma

Good things come to those who are good
they come to those who do what they should
these kinds of people come far from a few
always do your best to make this you
if they respect the law and the one above
they are sure to live a life full of love
so do to others as you want them to do to you
and problems and worries will be only a few

One liner

If you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there"

J

let it burn
it ignites
the tip flares
smoke rises
breathe in
breathe out
blow rings
blow clouds
through your nose
ash it
flick the roach

M Dream 4

Note to all. This is whats playing in the background of my mind.. the whole time: CLICK
It's my day off and i decide to wander downtown. Down on the street I see an interesting guy carrying something and I decide to follow him thinking he's going some where interesting. Nope he just goes to a cafe. So I walk up the street and go into another cafe and see that Regina works there. I turn to the side and realize that Larry works there too. I start talking to Larry about how surprised I was they both had second jobs. Larry starts talking loudly as if to get Regina's attention. I'm like great here we. I grap a muffin or something and go downstairs to the street. Then I'm about to go into the department like store on the first floor and I see Regina talking to some lady about getting her keys. I tell her that I have some keys but she doesn't answer me and i assume that they're not the keys she needs. Go inside the departments store and see another cafe this time on the first floor. There's a cowboy hat made out of pizzell that I look at and ponder. I get something and don't pay for it yet. Start walking around the department store and decide to get some oatmeal and tea for my apartment that I apparently live in. Also somewhere towards the end of the dream I hear Dean talking to someone about how this building must be the constructors best work yet

love

what is love?
will you find it?
is it an emotion?
is it real?
is it attachment?
do you feel it?
how long will it last?
does it make you shake?
is it free?

M Dream 3

I believe I'm with three other people. We go to a convenience store and steal some food. The two people working the store just stand there and watch us as we do this. Then next thing I know we're eating shrooms. Serf is there... hes basically the reflection of everything I hate in myself. We walk to the beach and the ground looks weird to me. I bend down and realize the sand is covered in broken glass. Then I just start walking around. That's what I do when I think too much. I just walk and walk and walk so that I don't think about other things. If I don't walk I'll be reminded I'm tripping on shrooms and would start shaking. Another person in the group is a Breege/Taylor character. I only say Taylor because Serf is there. Next thing I see a spotlight on the beach. I walk up and it's someone's back yard. I see a kid there. He's one year younger then me. His name is Cody Imendezz but that's not his real name. In reality his name is Cody O'Mally. I know him from little silver. Anyway I start using his cool rope swing and then him along with everyone i was with go away. I wake up. Not very impressed with it.